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Gave up on What I Thought I Was

by Van Damage

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1.
Here it comes again That low-level creeping sense of dread But there's no one I can talk to Hands free Tennessee I take some mindful breaths I miss my cigarettes And I wish that people knew how To merge on Trinity I stress about the things I can't control Then bury that shit under books and alcohol I won't call you I won't call you 'cause I don't want to burden anyone I'm deep in my thirties, man And it's getting harder to make friends We should hang out soon We should get a drink I'll tell you all about my band No, we haven't really played out yet But I kinda get the feeling If we did, no one would see I stress about the things I can't control Then bury that shit under books and alcohol I won't call you I won't call you 'cause I don't want to burden anyone
2.
I thought we beat it When you had your surgery We raised some money To pay for chemotherapy When the time came I flew up just to say goodbye And all our friends were Surrounding you by your bedside I let it get to me Even though I promised not to Things are hard enough Without you Oh, help me Hold steady Tell me all this has a purpose Tell me how it's always worth it We made announcements Of our growing family Started planning Where we'd put the nursery A few weeks later They had to scrape out your insides I saw the future Split in half before my eyes I let it get to me Even though I promised not to Things are hard enough Without you Oh, help me Hold steady Tell me all this has a purpose Jesus Christ, I hope it's worth it
3.
The best songs are by local bands I loved this one by North Lincoln But they said they didn't write it Well, thanks a lot, John, Brian, Kev I got Mandela Effect But I know my memories are mine And I just couldn't let it die Midwestern blood flows through people We're all suffering, but we're not special Tour's over now, so what's the difference If I'm still singing in the basement? I had dreams of moving out 'cause tour dates never list our town And why stay here, man? It's as boring as the covered sky And everything's homogenized Some kids are born satisfied But I just couldn't let it die Midwestern blood flows through people We're all suffering, but we're not special Tour's over now, so what's the difference If I'm still singing in the basement? Midwestern blood flows through people We're all angry, but we're not special Tour's over now, so what's the difference If I'm still singing in the basement?

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This EP was recorded during Van Damage's first rehearsal.

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released July 9, 2021

Recorded in undisclosed locations by Chris Reeves and Isaiah Kallman.
Isaiah Kallman - Guitars, Vocals
Chris Reeves - Drums

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Van Damage Nashville, Tennessee

Isaiah Kallman first created Neville Van Damage as a stage name in 1997 for a young punk. Now an aging punk, Van Damage resurfaced in 2019.

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